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No Comments Kebenaran itu memang pahit
Ye.. Memang pahit untuk ditelan. Pahit sangat-sangat. Tapi aku pun amazed dengan diri aku sendiri, mampu menahan air mata dari turun ke pipi. Think happy thots.. Think bout happy places and keeping a straight face. Tapi dalam hati Allah saje yang tahu.
And I feel like I cannot forgive myself for letting my heart trampled all over again. What a fool I am. Sangat naive and forever will be la kot.
Brape kali dah kena… Bodoh nya aku!
Mr.A : I’m seeing someone. But hey, I like you.. lets just be friends.
Me : errrr….. (digesting the words)
Mr.A : Hey, we can still hang out, rite.
Me : uhuuuh.. *nods my head repeatedly* (oh god! why did i say that. wtf!)
Mr.A : Sorry for not telling this sooner. It’s complicated.
Me : *keeping a straight face* (still digesting all words..)
Mr.A : blablabla… *keep chatting like nothing happened*
What is it with me that attracts men like him.. We text each other all the time. Occasionally hangout. But I’m just some girl that he hangout with whenever he’s bored?
I should just accept the fact that he’s just not that into me…. it’s painful but it’s the truth.
What should I do now? uuuugh… this is too awkward and too embarrasing. Buat bodoh buat tak tahu? tapi saya tak pandai menipu…
Yang pastinya.. Now, I don’t believe in love anymore… though my heart disagree!
